Sister Love

Nobody knows about that sister love like Sandra and I do. Sandra is my sister. She may not be blood related but for me family isn't always about blood but about loyalty and understanding. Sandra gets me on a whole different level. We don't even have to talk for days and then when we do it's like we talked yesterday. I miss her everyday and sometimes wish I still went to school with her but I know that in the future we will live by each other. We can't stay gone from each other for too long. Basically this post is for her because I LOVE HER LOTSSSS!!!! and nobody can mess with my clique! haha

Getting Back to My Ways

For those od you who like hip-hop I have a quote stuck in my head from a song by Drake. It's called Underground Kings and in it he says "I'm getting back to my ways." I feel that way when I come home to California but I then realized it may feel that way but I will always come home a little different every time. From here on out I want it to be a good different not a bad different. I do believe that you can get back to your ways. There are things that will always be a part of you wether that be hiking, reading, swimming, or pole dancing. It's something that when you do it you feel pure and untouchable by bad things. You feel free and whole, alive. I find myself asking how to I get back to those places and the only answer I can come up with is start small. Do the things that seem reachable right now. Get excited about it. It will come back.

Today I realized I don't want to do any other job in any other field than what I am doing now and am currently majoring in. Not only is it because I really enjoy it but I get to wear the most comfortable clothes to work and I don't have to dress up unless I am going to a meeting or something that requires that attire but on a daily basis blue jeans and a fishing shirt will do just fine. I may get to dress not so professionally but the best part is that you have to be very professional to be taken seriously at all. I'm ready for my future!

D'Kory

This isn't a long overdue post but it is a post that I need to do. There is this guy named D'kory. He means a lot to me and right now he is going through some tough things that i can't really elaborate on other than he isn't around right now. I got a letter from him today and it made my day. I don't know how to describe our connection because I have only really known him for about 4 months. But in those 4 months I found a guy that I can trust and tell a lot of things to and feel safe afterwards. He is real and down to earth and just a chill dude. I hope that he can see this one day and know that he means a lot to me. I know that it doesn't feel like a lot of people care about him right now and it breaks my heart. He's gonna know that Jenna (mine and his best friend) and I do though.

I'm Here!!

I'm excited for this new blog! I hope for wonderful things to come from this. I don't know exactly what it will look like yet but I have a few visions for directions it will take. Bare with me while I figure out this new thing. Change is good!! Lets doo it.